Yesterday I started running around. Running to Four Hands to pick up our new and much needed high boy. Running to our promo closet to get shirts to send out on the jet for our client hunt. Making calls on my cell phone trying to make alternate plans for hunters whose flights involved CA fog or DFW delays. I normally run around like this. I am normally neurotic and stressed and have generally liked to live my life this way. But yesterday, I noticed that I could not get my heartrate to go down. It was scary. Even after a full night's sleep last night, I still was feeling anxious this morning. I called the doctor and my resting heart rate was 112 when I called. Apparently this is pretty normal in pregnancy. They said to call them if it got over 160. They also asked me if I had any extra stress in my life right now and I was able to divulge that I am hosting a dinner for 8 tonight for my family, worrying about making my first pumpkin pie and getting packed for the ranch tomorrow, have a whole list of things have been procrastinating on for work, etc. I need to chill out! Maybe this is a call that it's not healthy for me or the baby to constantly live with a fire under me? I am going to try. The first thing that I am doing is going down my list of "to dos" at work. Right now....
Can't wait for Thanksgiving. Despite my racing heart, I actually feel pretty good today! That is something to be thankful for!
AC: Obedience
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